I’m not ok, I worked for 5 years as a “freelance” semi-full time, until 2 years ago when work kinda stopped coming in. I haven’t worked since and got stuck tak

I’m not ok, I worked for 5 years as a “freelance” semi-full time, until 2 years ago when work kinda stopped coming in. I haven’t worked since and got stuck taking care of some popular open source projects I can’t stop working on. I can’t get out of this loop and my skills are becoming obsolete and forgotten. I have on the other hand learned the basics of 3 South East Asian languages while living here. That’s all my life has become now.