That's the trick, you're suffering immortality right this moment, but in order for you to actually know what that's like rather than having no perspective, you

That's the trick, you're suffering immortality right this moment, but in order for you to actually know what that's like rather than having no perspective, you had to forget that you're everything else, narrow yourself down, and forget you're dreaming, and then boom, you're under the illusion or mortality, the illusion of death looming in an illusory future. But you're actually everything, you're actually God. False self is a bitch to shake though, the self-deception is total.