> Real suicide is not so glorious and does not leave a much of an impact as you would think, other than on the immediate family. This isn't true. I can still r

> Real suicide is not so glorious and does not leave a much of an impact as you would think, other than on the immediate family. This isn't true. I can still remember the bloodied face of a woman I saw struck by a train. I remember the pedastrian strikes I've seen whenever I ride past the location or go through the station. If I jump in front of a train I can delay tens of thousands of people. I'm wasting several person years of other people's time. I might get in the news just for that. The train engineer will remember that moment for the rest of their life. So will the people who saw my jump. And the maintenance man who has to clean my blood and guts off the train will also remember.