This is a deeply nihilist position. FYI religion is not 'some guy in a cloud' and I'll suggest there's the possibility that a narrow interpretation of Scientif

This is a deeply nihilist position. FYI religion is not 'some guy in a cloud' and I'll suggest there's the possibility that a narrow interpretation of Scientific Materialism has led you to your state of depression. Why so many smart people are unable to see past this material construct is beyond me, like a generation stuck in a mental Chinese finger puppet. Consider for a moment that life is not something material, but that which is expressed through it, and it's a wonderful opportunity, worth continuing. That said, there are plenty of others around to pick up the slack of building the future.