I have literally never sent a soldier to attack anyone. I've always voted for the person I thought was least likely to engage in aggressive war. I've particip

I have literally never sent a soldier to attack anyone. I've always voted for the person I thought was least likely to engage in aggressive war. I've participated in antiwar protests while my countrymen were driving around with giant flags on their cars, cheering the destruction of countries that had done us no harm. Nonetheless, my country's government pursues aggression around the world. What should I have done differently to make it so I don't deserve to die?