Thank you. Last time someone commended me on my writing I was all sorts of chuffed. This time, I'm just embarrassed. I'm ashamed I can't carry the weight of my

Thank you. Last time someone commended me on my writing I was all sorts of chuffed. This time, I'm just embarrassed. I'm ashamed I can't carry the weight of my dying family. It's probable that I'm angry at a system as a proxy for anger I would otherwise direct myself. I should be able to handle this.