I cannot imagine being severely depressed, entering a study for it since I'm resistant to most of the drugs, finding one that works.... and then having to stop

I cannot imagine being severely depressed, entering a study for it since I'm resistant to most of the drugs, finding one that works.... and then having to stop the thing that works and return to a crappy mind state. Only it is worse because I now have withdrawal symptoms on top of my severe depression, which already put me at risk for suicide. In my opinion, the issue isn't that there is dependency nor that there is withdrawal effects. After all, these are things that happen and despite the risks, might still be the best available choice for relief. The bigger issue is that we didn't do enough to help folks during this time. We should have provided adequate medical care to keep folks safe. Perhaps we should wean folks off in a better manner and/or provided better psychiatric care to this vulnerable group of folks after trials ended.