I can't program enough to bring my ideas to life, and it frustrates the hell out of me. Yes, I'm capable of outsourcing, and I do, but boy do I wish I could do

I can't program enough to bring my ideas to life, and it frustrates the hell out of me. Yes, I'm capable of outsourcing, and I do, but boy do I wish I could do more than I can right now. I've got 3 or 4 books from the Pragmatic Bookshelf open on my iPad at all times, and I toy with online tutorials, but learning Farsi was much easier :)