I think I got to that stage by pure luck for a brief moment two decades ago when I kept looking at a dot above my bed very intentionally. Never could reach tha

I think I got to that stage by pure luck for a brief moment two decades ago when I kept looking at a dot above my bed very intentionally. Never could reach that feeling ever again. But, it was transforming in the way that I humbly accepted that there are mystical cognitive states that are not produced by drugs.