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There's a guy who teaches math that makes sense from the bottom up if anybody is interested https://m.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL5A714C94D40392AB https://m.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL5A714C94D40392AB If you supplement his rational math with those books from AOPS (art of problem solving curriculum) to practice, it's actually quite easy. Their intro to number theory book is a good example of exploring the 'beauty' (in quotes so I don't sound like a cringeworthy pseudophilosopher)