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Hear hear. I’m madaxe. I’m an addict. I wasted 18 months of university on an MMO, 15 years ago. Cost me my social life, my girlfriend, and I found myself on a
by madaxe_again 7y ago
Hear hear.
I’m madaxe. I’m an addict.
I wasted 18 months of university on an MMO, 15 years ago. Cost me my social life, my girlfriend, and I found myself on academic probation.
It was absolutely insidious. I only found my way out of it by becoming a GM and then banning my own account, because even though I’d made the decision I wanted to stop, I just kept finding myself downloading and installing the client, yet again. It worked, I completed my degree, rekindled friendships. I did relapse about four years later while working a shitty boring QA job, and decided to treat the root cause, which was the shitty job, and went and started a business - and then didn’t game at all for nearly a decade.
Weirdly, my addiction and my physical running away from the environment that fostered it lead to much of the success that I have enjoyed since. It made things so intolerably bad that a ground change was mandatory.
I game again now, but it’s now on the order of about 5 hours a week on average - I’ll still occasionally spend a sleepless weekend playing something, but then I’ll go a month without. I like finite games - some adventure with an enthralling plot, and when it’s over, it’s over - or grand strategy like civ, where you master the game and move on - and frankly I find a three day deity match gruelling enough that it’ll be three months or more before I get the itch again.
I’ll never touch an MMO again - they are almost perfect and infinite skinner boxes.
- danielscrubs 7y agoI’m scrubs, I’m an addict. Spent my youth programming, going from language to language. I was learning and it led me to jobs and I’m grateful for that, but my memories of youth is me in a dark room in front of a big monitor and a buzzing light that never really worked right. I have almost no other memories of it. was it worth spending my youth so that I could be 15% more productive at some firm? Even now I come home, kiss my gf and then sit in front of the computer to chase the next big thing, mostly because when I come home I am to tired to do anything else than just programming. There was some research on HN where they found that programming (successful run/compilation) led to similar dopamine boosts as gambling. My neck, back and hands all hurt, but I do what I always do.