It really sounds like you need to loosen up a bit. A drink or two is probably not going to kill you, you don't need to get drunk but it's good social lubricati

It really sounds like you need to loosen up a bit. A drink or two is probably not going to kill you, you don't need to get drunk but it's good social lubrication as well as a sociable thing to do with others. I hope this works out for you, I'm sure you'll make contact with some interesting people through here. I can't help but think that what you really need is real life contact though. Good luck