I feel that I’m slow sometimes, and people ask what they can do to help. Sometimes I feel like I want to respond with “just shoot me?” But then I always remem

I feel that I’m slow sometimes, and people ask what they can do to help. Sometimes I feel like I want to respond with “just shoot me?” But then I always remember that I live in Austin, and this is a place that still vividly remembers being the home of the first major school shooting incident, back on August 1st, 1966 (see https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/University_of_Texas_tower_shooting https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/University_of_Texas_tower_sh...). I don’t know that I have any answers for you, but if you feel that the people at your place of employment are actively seeking to destroy you because they perceive you as slow, then I would say that is not a place I would want to waste a single additional nanosecond at.