Or, in case there isn't anything "after this life", you could be wasting your last days in unnecessary solitude, facing the fear and pain all alone in the name

Or, in case there isn't anything "after this life", you could be wasting your last days in unnecessary solitude, facing the fear and pain all alone in the name of tormenting yourself about past and, by that moment, completely irrelevant things. In the end, it's a very personal choice, so why not let everyone choose it for themselves