I am sorry you are suffering like this. I get it. It upsets me to see your words downvoted/greyed out. That's a big part of the problem in that people attack th

I am sorry you are suffering like this. I get it. It upsets me to see your words downvoted/greyed out. That's a big part of the problem in that people attack things that they don't want to hear or that make them afraid...rather than having empathy. I don't understand at all the kind of person who would signal "WRONG" with a button press to someone suffering like that. Either leave it be or show compassion.