i believe this, too. essentially: paying attention to things and trying to make sense of them drives you crazy. the world only has pockets of order. you have

i believe this, too. essentially: paying attention to things and trying to make sense of them drives you crazy. the world only has pockets of order. you have to act crazy/stupid in many cases. it's hard to align strategy with situation. society is a mechanism for cataloging these strategies, but demands equal payment. you have to help them to get them to teach you which mode to be in. and they're still wrong often. just knowing this can drive you crazy.