Thats for each of us to work out. If you don't work it out, then you will find yourself sitting on a plane wishing you could just die with your wife asking you

Thats for each of us to work out. If you don't work it out, then you will find yourself sitting on a plane wishing you could just die with your wife asking you to stop saying that. I'm in a similar position - bounced around careers, approaching 50, and currently lost in the woods and pissing my wife off.