Being on dialysis, I get around 20 blood tests every month. Waiting for the results is nerve-wracking because I have a few tests that are borderline and I'm exp

Being on dialysis, I get around 20 blood tests every month. Waiting for the results is nerve-wracking because I have a few tests that are borderline and I'm expecting the worst. There is also some random fluctuation which can cause me worries. The results are certainly useful to stay healthy but at the same time, for a day or two around the test time, I just can't concentrate on plan for anything.