As someonbe who obsessively did/does the same. It might be that most who do such things have a detrimental quality that makes them need to live up to social pre

As someonbe who obsessively did/does the same. It might be that most who do such things have a detrimental quality that makes them need to live up to social pressures. While obviously blending in is good. It can become unhealthy quickly if you feel the need to constantly portray perfection equanimity in everything you do. In my case "perfection" can prevent "greatness" They may seem like orthogonal qualities but they are probably rooted closer to each other than most would consider.