> suicide is a valid way to remove a weak seed from the gene pool The smartest people are always full of doubt. The fact that you can express yourself in coher

> suicide is a valid way to remove a weak seed from the gene pool The smartest people are always full of doubt. The fact that you can express yourself in coherent sentences without any grammar mistakes makes you already part of the better half of humanity. Besides if you don't procreate you are already removed from the gene pool. No suicide required. > I’m meditating in preparation for the unknown void of the afterlife. Be aware that being alive is the only way to experience anything in the universe. When you are dead there will be nothing. There will be no afterlife. Even being a passive observer is preferable to not existing at all. Believing in an afterlife makes it all so easy. > I’m not in search of advice nor assistance regarding my situation. Thoughts like the ones you are expressing are very common among people with severe depression. All caused by a chemical imbalance in the brain. You have to get your shit together. You owe it to your family and friends. What you are doing and planing to do is in fact incredibly selfish. There are many ways to successful get out of this.