I can totally relate to this. I'm in same shoes. Thing I can tell you is that, if you wish to get it back start doing small thing that are easy to do and allow

I can totally relate to this. I'm in same shoes. Thing I can tell you is that, if you wish to get it back start doing small thing that are easy to do and allow yourself to fail. Be happy about it. You are human just like everyone else. If you think that you need to be somewhere in high place just to feel happiness, then you need to inspect on that thought and correct it. I wish to write more on this. I might write own journey on blog and share you the link. Hope this help. Yes definitely you can get it back, your passion and that energy.