When you fist do things you aren't gonna do them good most of the time. How did you get there with coding? You wrote a lot of code, you probably started with t

When you fist do things you aren't gonna do them good most of the time. How did you get there with coding? You wrote a lot of code, you probably started with the basics, simple stuff that doesn't matter, and worked on refining it, making it something useful, etc. That's life. Take opportunities to practice your socialization, lunch meetings, trade shows, conventions, shopping, etc. Talking to fellow humans is easier when talking about something trivial like games. Start somewhere, find situations where there are no worries about the outcomes, build from there. Doesn't hurt to practice on your own either.