I feel the same way. I've never been diagnosed with ADHD but can relate to all the descriptions of it here. In the past I jokingly said I need the stress and I

I feel the same way. I've never been diagnosed with ADHD but can relate to all the descriptions of it here. In the past I jokingly said I need the stress and I think it holds true. In high pressure/thight deadline situations I can work with a high focus for hours but struggle working on projects which are going smooth.