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No, the experience was meaningless like life and nothing more than torture. I believe the field will die slowly and my life was worthless. I plan to act on suic
by yosys 7y ago
No, the experience was meaningless like life and nothing more than torture. I believe the field will die slowly and my life was worthless. I plan to act on suicide in the near future because of the torture.
- ordu 7y agoThe meaning of your experiences is what you make from it. It is the reason why I suggest you reading this book. A similar experience through different eyes. A psychologist probably might say about a therapeutic effect of this, but I'm not a consulting psychologist, so I rather say in a technical terms: it is hard to find meaning having just one point of data. You need at least two to draw a line. By the way, did he disliked you because of your desire to be a woman, or for some other reason? > I plan to act on suicide in the near future because of the torture. It makes hard to me to speak with you. It feels like a minefield, one wrong step, one wrong word and I became a cause of someone's death. I'll try to ignore that. Why are you suffering now? If I understood you right, torture ended at least a few years ago. Some kind of "flashbacks"?