Kenya seems like a very liveable country: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kenya https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kenya Are you legally there? Describing Kenya as

Kenya seems like a very liveable country: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kenya https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kenya Are you legally there? Describing Kenya as a "hell-hole" sounds like a bit of a stretch. Although I do understand it's not nice to be homeless anywhere. "I would like to get into UK I have aunt that lives there" You are 30 years old. Why would you need any help from relatives? Take ownership of your life. Don't put as your life goal to find the next shoulder to lean on. I know it's hard to be physically separated from your family and friends and everyone you knew. But it's your life.