I don't have the grit or ability to learn differential equations or linear algebra by myself. Learning programming is easy compared to learning math or thermody

I don't have the grit or ability to learn differential equations or linear algebra by myself. Learning programming is easy compared to learning math or thermodynamics for example. For example, I like to read about stuff like quantum mechanics but I never bothered learning the math. In school I would been forced to learn it which would probably be useful in some contexts.