I know, I've unfortunately been slipping back into that nasty habit. But I realize that it's a show my ego puts on for other egos; because that's just part of

I know, I've unfortunately been slipping back into that nasty habit. But I realize that it's a show my ego puts on for other egos; because that's just part of what egos do, mock any sign of being human. Fortunately, the ashram is located in the middle of nowhere with plenty of wild nature to explore. We were encouraged to not make any sounds at all, or gestures/miming; beyond what was absolutely critical.