Good luck man. I did a similar kind of thing at one point. A lot of the material is extremely boring and it’s really easy to skim it and pretend you know it in

Good luck man. I did a similar kind of thing at one point. A lot of the material is extremely boring and it’s really easy to skim it and pretend you know it in principle. You’ll see... it’s one of those things. The unbridled enthusiasm won’t let you acknowledge it but you know ifs true :) So IMO you’ve got to find some way of doing some exams somewhere. In the end the only way I could find enough motive to get through a whole applied maths syllabus was to book myself for exams so that I could panic about failing and study.