Wow didn’t expect to see other people struggling with this line of thought. I’m still capable of having fun, but what’s disturbed me is the question of whether

Wow didn’t expect to see other people struggling with this line of thought. I’m still capable of having fun, but what’s disturbed me is the question of whether I’ll ever be able to just lay around and relax again like I could when I was a child. On one had we need to be purpose driven, but 100% all the time? Definitely not. And I find it hard to shake that.