I do expect it and I feel dirty because of it. But I need my banking app and I like my OnePlus3 and its camera. I run Lineage and I tried running without play s

I do expect it and I feel dirty because of it. But I need my banking app and I like my OnePlus3 and its camera. I run Lineage and I tried running without play services but I also really like Office365, Teams especially. Also my Banking App needs play services for notifications and NFC based paying, and I don't want to just download some APK for that. I know I can buy an iPhone but it costs about twice what my OP3 cost. I strongly feel like this is my own choice and should vote with my wallet, and I guess I did. I just feel dirty because of it.