That's why they call it work, it isn't always going to be fun or easy. If your employer thinks you are doing well, you are doing well. Not having a job would

That's why they call it work, it isn't always going to be fun or easy. If your employer thinks you are doing well, you are doing well. Not having a job would complicate things more. Focus on work while you are at work, focus on you outside of work, stay close to friends and family that care about you. Take up a new hobby, join groups with similar interests. Find people that like/care about you. Exercise and eat better, healthier. As far as work, yes most code bases are a mess. It can be difficult to track things down and understand what is really going on. Keep at it and you will get more familiar with it. Start adding your own logging and messages to help you understand what is going on and providing more details when an error occurs, this will help you and make the project better.