I think the issues you are facing at your current job can and will be present in any job you take in the future. My only advice to is to build a life that does

I think the issues you are facing at your current job can and will be present in any job you take in the future. My only advice to is to build a life that doesn't revolve around work. Its tough to do, but necessary to get out of this funk. I think this is common with people new to the full time work force. Your entire childhood is spend grinding and stressing over 'getting a good job to earn money and be happy'. Well, you can have the job and the money, but nobody tells you that happiness is not a given. Find out what things you enjoy to do outside of work. For me, its outdoor activities/hobbies (hiking, biking, skiing, rock climbing, camping, etc), and making art. I try to do something related to one of those activities every single day. Working is just a way for me to make enough money to have a place to sleep and afford what I like doing. In essence, find a reason to get up excited in the morning other than going to work.