I can relate. I (and my friends) went through exactly same "challenges". Challenges are there to be solved, what you are experiencing is not the end of the wo

I can relate. I (and my friends) went through exactly same "challenges". Challenges are there to be solved, what you are experiencing is not the end of the world. Your situation seems like a mix of depression + imposer syndrom + not exciting tasks at work: Job: you are 20, it's totally fine to quit and do something else. Even something completely different. This is what the 20's are meant for. Find something you enjoy. I switched from marketing to development at age 27. It's totally fine to do job-hopping at this stage. Friends: talk with them honestly. Tell them what you feel. Most likely they feel the same and will open up. Suggest actives. Start with small things, like drinking coffee every Sunday at the cafe around the corner, Xbox night every Wednesday, etc. Don't worry, you won't lose any opportunity. If you don't enjoy it, it isn't meant for you anyways. Good luck!