I'm not quite to your level of distaste for your job, but I absolutely empathize. I don't know if this is the case for you or not, but I don't find any joy in

I'm not quite to your level of distaste for your job, but I absolutely empathize. I don't know if this is the case for you or not, but I don't find any joy in software; I just happen to be good enough at it and it pays well. What has worked for me is largely pulling a minor Peter Gibbons from Office Space: work hard enough to not be a drag on my team, but no more. I go to work to make money, not make more work for myself by spinning on a treadmill.