you can't get a research job (your goal) without a phd. the fellowship pays well, most depressed students are depressed because they are poor and hence locked i

you can't get a research job (your goal) without a phd. the fellowship pays well, most depressed students are depressed because they are poor and hence locked in the (toxic) uni environment. and lastly, semi joking, you're already depressed, so worst you will continue, but hopefully the change will help it. good luck! and start eating better, as it helps more than meds for some.