I wouldn't call you had things wrong, I can remind you it's just really difficult to get out of this (as I'm in your past situation). Things holding me back are

I wouldn't call you had things wrong, I can remind you it's just really difficult to get out of this (as I'm in your past situation). Things holding me back are fear of missing out, daydreaming and believing in created brand value. I certainly agree "focus" is underrated. It's ugly and hard to shift, but I understand that's the hard work. Maybe already lost quite a time too, I should start pushing it to that direction. Thank you for sharing your experience.