> How can I truly have "free will" if my decisions are so dependent on external influences? because you can recognize this as a pattern, make a supposition tha

> How can I truly have "free will" if my decisions are so dependent on external influences? because you can recognize this as a pattern, make a supposition that this is related to previous conditioning, and retrain yourself at picking numbers randomly to eliminate the previous bias that you yourself recognized as 'problematic' here.