I think I've experienced different meanings and different influences at different points in my life. Right now it would have to be meaninglessness and struggle,

I think I've experienced different meanings and different influences at different points in my life. Right now it would have to be meaninglessness and struggle, which possibly makes me some sort of stoic existentialist, the idea of which I don't like very much. things do not stand much looking into -- character in a Joseph Conrad novel