Well, the sole realization and acceptance that money are not all, will bring you peace. All jobs are stressful, some all the time, others at time to time. Pers

Well, the sole realization and acceptance that money are not all, will bring you peace. All jobs are stressful, some all the time, others at time to time. Personally for me, I found "more" peace when I started working something more satisfactory to me - for myself. But working for yourself is also stressful, even more I can say! The difference is in the level of satisfaction you get in the end of the day. I don't listen to crap like educational videos, made for making audience and money. Many times I just prefer my own company - sitting on my comfi chair reading a nice fiction. Letting the steam off. Reducing PC time also helps, that includes phone and all digital equipment. Working 10+ hours a day on a PC, I don't need also my free time to be on a PC. Don't know the reason of your unsuccessful marriage, but that certainly brought a tremendous amount of stress to your system. For love related issues - time is the healer. As a conclusion, try not to put constant pressure on yourself with too high expectations and goals. Go easy, and make small-step progress every day. Money are not important, and they will come automatically after you FIRST find the inner peace to work on your goals. Spend time alone, get out of the routine of the day. Go for a hike, take time at a quiet place, exercise! Good luck, and cheer up! :) Life is beautiful, we just have to lift our dark glasses and look.