What is the "incomprehensible and impersonal" thing that the OP is facing? I skimmed the post and I have no idea what you are talking about. If I was feeling ad

What is the "incomprehensible and impersonal" thing that the OP is facing? I skimmed the post and I have no idea what you are talking about. If I was feeling adventurous, I might claim you are projecting a tad :)