CS graduate, no knowledge, 50K in debt. Any advice is appreciated.

Hello everyone, I apologize ahead of time to the community, but this is a throw away account, maybe. And I promise you that this is not a joke. I'm a college graduate with a BS in computer science from a decent university. I'm 50K in debt, and have almost no experience/knowledge. I have some working experience and am currently working a very basic job. Not much to it, though it is related to programming, and definitely has potential. Long story short I just had an epiphany/life crisis. I realized that I didn't really do anything with my life thus far, and I would like to change that starting right now. I'm a farley sharp person. I'm not saying that I'm at the level of a genius, but I can assure you I have more capabilities than I currently present to anyone, including my employer. I have made it a point to try and make myself the best I can be, starting right now. Not 'the best', but the best I can possibly be. Already admitting to not knowing much, I'm here to request some guidance. If you are here to only remind me of how big of a failure I am, please keep your peace. Thank you. I'm here to ask you, because I know that most of you here are very sharp and amazingly accomplished, so please treat me like a college freshman and advise me. I would like for you to show me a few routes that would potentially spark an interest in me. I find programming very amazing, but due to procrastination and basically wasting my life, I really don't know much at all. Treat me like a 60 year old who just heard about computers (though I pray to God that I know at least a bit more than that). I am definitely interested in programming, but I have not found something to be passionate about. And we all know passion can move mountains. Please advise me on where to begin, what to read, and how to learn. I believe that to be a programmer one must think in a certain way and I'm hoping that I can work and build myself to think that way. Maybe this piece of information would help; I'm a visual learner. Also, please advise me on how I can begin to impress my employer and prove to them that I am a capable employee. Any advice is greatly appreciate. I appologize for making this a long post, but I've for once been sincere about this, I would appreciate it if you would do the same. Thank you, EDIT: Thanks to gsivil! I really just did enough to pass classes. So most of my college is just a blur, but I do recall finding Operating Systems very interesting. Looking at my bookshelf nothing makes me want to run to it, but I've always been fond of C++, Java, and Python. Not because I've worked with them a lot, but because I've seen them do amazing things. Please ask me for any kind of information, I will continue to add them here or below your post. Thank you for being so kind.