The problem isn't when you want to die? But where? Opinion: I would like to die in nature not in a hospital bed. What would you do during death? Meditating bein

The problem isn't when you want to die? But where? Opinion: I would like to die in nature not in a hospital bed. What would you do during death? Meditating being present until my last moment. Sometimes I feel I don't deserve a happy ending or even an ending and maybe life still goes on after I am gone. Alert: never meditate on your death like Steve Jobs recommended when you are depressed.