My heart goes out to you. I can't imagine what that must feel like. As others here have said, it's perfectly understandable that you've been in shock and grie

My heart goes out to you. I can't imagine what that must feel like. As others here have said, it's perfectly understandable that you've been in shock and grief. I think the best suggestion I could give is to be easy on yourself. It's good that you're starting to feel ready to begin moving forward, but don't rush anything. Be glad for what you can do, and don't worry about what you're not ready to do yet. Taking a long walk every day might help.