Three months is not much time at all to deal with a situation of this magnitude. Be patient with yourself, and give yourself a lot more time. In my own personal

Three months is not much time at all to deal with a situation of this magnitude. Be patient with yourself, and give yourself a lot more time. In my own personal experience, it took 2 years to deal with losing somebody close to me. Even after that of course, things were never the same as before, but I eventually felt myself again, and could enjoy the memories I held. Again personally, but I found keeping a journal a great release. Good luck