As someone with moderate to severe ADHD, I can empathize with the sense of feeling utterly trapped by mundane responsibilities. As you say, the human condition

As someone with moderate to severe ADHD, I can empathize with the sense of feeling utterly trapped by mundane responsibilities. As you say, the human condition is shaped by our ability to make choices that defy instinct, and making the choice to keep going-- when you'd rather not exist-- is a display of immense mental fortitude. I admire the hell out of you for persevering.