This is just another attempt to reckon with the chaos of reality by applying a bunch of formulas and half baked concepts to a fictional life she probably aspire

This is just another attempt to reckon with the chaos of reality by applying a bunch of formulas and half baked concepts to a fictional life she probably aspires to but doesn’t actually lead. Life is chaos, our emotions are unpredictable, energy and motivation levels are unreliable. I think the most important thing is you have clarity around your goals, you pursue them at your own pace, and forgive yourself your failings. This type of min/maxing can only lead to undeserved guilt, give yourself a break, we are all just humans.