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Failure 1: I'd planned to do a PhD eventually, but I ended up more or less self-sabotaging my degree grade by being depressed and not doing anything about it (2
by ekns 8y ago
Failure 1:
I'd planned to do a PhD eventually, but I ended up more or less self-sabotaging my degree grade by being depressed and not doing anything about it
(2:2 in the UK system vs. the nominal 2:1 ostensibly required for MSc/PhD applications to most places)
Failure 2:
For the longest time, I never managed to make a good routine for myself. To learn, build things, exercise, meditate, etc.
Good habits seem to be a pre-requisite for success in virtually any endeavor.
Failure 3:
I had an interview scheduled with Google once, right after I had finished my military service in Finland (it's more or less mandatory for men).
I had scheduled it a tiny bit too close for comfort, just after I was supposed to have been out of the garrison. Turns out they called an hour too early (I specified UTC timezone but they marked it down as BST..) so I could only awkwardly tell them I could not talk at the time, and ask if they could call again an hour or a day later.
I never could get another call and settled for a crap job (by some standards). Maybe I could have earned a lot more and learned a lot more (and had a better network of contacts) if things had turned out differently :p
On a more positive note, I started doing freelancing/consulting last year after "no one" seemed to want to hire me at a decent salary and proceed to make OK amounts of money through random gigs.
Still figuring out how to network effectively. I figure the best bet is through gaining visibility online by publishing something useful.
- Aleroniponi 8y agoI am in a similar predicament currently, and just want to let you know that there are others whom share your pain(s). I am 23 in 10 days, and haven't been in education since my community college days about 4 years ago. I have felt like a worthless pile of rubbish since then, however it is all related to depression, anxiety, ADHD, and an unsupportive family. Personally, I find that small, but actionable changes to your routines and habits make the biggest difference. Please hang in there man!