When i was looking in a mirror i didn't like myself, i wasn't beautiful for me. Though my family tried to assure me that i'm beautiful the way i was but i hated

When i was looking in a mirror i didn't like myself, i wasn't beautiful for me. Though my family tried to assure me that i'm beautiful the way i was but i hated myself. So i though i need to change myself! I looked thousand pictures on google of beautiful girls, and i took a picture of a girl who's body was just perfect for me. Then i started to go to the gym. At first it was difficult, but day by day i liked it. Also i noticed that my headaches are gone since i'm going to the gym. When i wanted to give up i always had a picture of a perfect girl from internet. And it encouraged me. So it's already a year that i'm going to the gym, i like myself, i feel more confident and i enjoy my every day! So make a challenge and do it