No choice. I had to. Homelessness is not an option for me. I just dug myself out of the hole, even if I was out of energy. I had a text file on my computer wh

No choice. I had to. Homelessness is not an option for me. I just dug myself out of the hole, even if I was out of energy. I had a text file on my computer where I wrote down the steps I had to take. Then I followed this todo-file for maybe 6 years. It was organized into sections: Now, next phase, next phase after that, and so on. It got more sketchy the further it is into the future. I have been following this TODO-list for 6 years now. I am now at a point where I can add whatever I want to it, almost. I kindof succeeded.