Back in my school days, I was the constant victim of bullying (probably like many hoer geeks). I wasn't strong enough to hit back, and I also just could not get

Back in my school days, I was the constant victim of bullying (probably like many hoer geeks). I wasn't strong enough to hit back, and I also just could not get myself to hurt anybody. I still can't. And even when looking back at what has happened (trust me, the stories of this and the article this one links to are nothing), I pride myself on not falling back to the ways of a savage animal. I feel that it's deeply wrong to hurt anybody. How are you better than the bullies once you begin to hurt others? How do you make sure you don't cross the boundary between self-defense and being a bully yourself? Even though it might feel good. Do you really want to be what you hate? School is hard, but once you get to know people who respect you and take you for what you are (a nerd in my case), things get better and you will even feel pride for what you are instead of constantly hating yourself. Take comfort in the fact that you lived up to your ideals of humanity and be proud of what you have become. Use the brain you got for good instead of shutting it off for revenges sake. Be human.